

I am reading Into The Wild, it's a true story of a young man who went into the Alaskan wilderness to escape his family and he died there alone. Some people say he was a cocky greenhorn, but, I don't think he was. He did pretty good at living off the land in hard circumstances until he ate wild potato seeds. His field guide book failed to tell him potato seeds are poisonous. Anyway, it's interesting. I've done that shit..going off alone into harsh places because I needed to escape. Not for months though, like he did. The longest I stayed out in the wilderness alone was two weeks. I stayed on my remote farm for a year once though. So I can kind of relate to this kid.
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Anyhow, Lissa left with her Mom and new Dad and I took a couple of those leftover Percodans and I feel a lot better. The rage is only smoldering now underneath. I don't want to kill anyone or burn anything down. And Miss Peggy and I are going to grab our cameras when it cools off and go scouting for pictures in abandoned houses. I feel much better knowing I can escape for a few hours and the pills don't hurt. People who are against drugs..are not me. Okay? The doctors should give me a barrel of these things every month instead of all the stupid shit they offer (and I don't take.)
Anyhow, Lissa left with her Mom and new Dad and I took a couple of those leftover Percodans and I feel a lot better. The rage is only smoldering now underneath. I don't want to kill anyone or burn anything down. And Miss Peggy and I are going to grab our cameras when it cools off and go scouting for pictures in abandoned houses. I feel much better knowing I can escape for a few hours and the pills don't hurt. People who are against drugs..are not me. Okay? The doctors should give me a barrel of these things every month instead of all the stupid shit they offer (and I don't take.)
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Those are two varieties of wild potato's. I don't think we have that purple one, but, we have the Morning Glory one. Morning Glory seeds are a hallucinogenic..you don't want to fuck with them. There's a lot more to the way they can kill you than that, it has to do with enzyme blocking, but, I'll spare you. But, the wild one's roots are considered to be a potato and are quite edible. I'm told. I might pull some and sniff it. Doubt I'd eat it. It's always good to learn plants that can save your life, just in case though. You never know.
Those are two varieties of wild potato's. I don't think we have that purple one, but, we have the Morning Glory one. Morning Glory seeds are a hallucinogenic..you don't want to fuck with them. There's a lot more to the way they can kill you than that, it has to do with enzyme blocking, but, I'll spare you. But, the wild one's roots are considered to be a potato and are quite edible. I'm told. I might pull some and sniff it. Doubt I'd eat it. It's always good to learn plants that can save your life, just in case though. You never know.
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Good to hear the emotions are calming. When in doubt dose it out.
I never knew morning glory seeds were halu's I learn so much here.
I'd suck off in the wilderness. I was born and raised in the city and think I'm roughing it if my dishwasher goes on the fritz.
yeah, i think last year 5 or 6 teens died in ohio eating morning glory seeds....
know your stuff before you take stuff!
you need a dr. who'll prescribe you valium DD!!! or order that valerian!
Pat, don't get me started about pain and doctors. It really pisses me off when doctors, who never have had pain, try to treat those of us in pain like addicts. I have chronic back pain and bad arthritis, need surgery, but scared to get it, it doesn't always work, stats are there to prove it. My DR. either 1. does not believe me. 2. thinks I sell the script(as if)3. just makes me feel like I imagine the pain. I'm really sick of it!
I do not take my meds to get high, never have. I take them to feel like a normal human being and to be able to do what I used to be able to do or need to do. It is so frustrating.
I want my old DR. back(retired), he understood, he had the same conditions as me. I never had to feel uncomfortable with him, nor did I ever have to suffer.
Thanks for letting me vent!
No prob and I agree with you. The downers work really good for me, they don;t down me out. I never get drowsy, I just feel pain free and not confused on them. The doctors hate giving them, but, they offer Prozac and Paxil like M&M's. That shit is bad for me and makes me numb. I won't take it.
Nina you're funny. Heh.
Tia, I'm ordering off that site you sent me.
get the valerian root in capsules---the link i posted....that works best...
paxil and prozac have been banned in some countries...they are serious-will-totally-fuck-you-up drugs and shouldn't be given to anyone! i think this countries pharmaceutical companies are in cahoots with dr's and the gub'ment to give people pills that will make them into medicated zombies that will go to work, be happy, and do what they say....taking away free will, people's spirits, etc....
ever see the kid's in the hall movie 'brain candy'?
This new DR.pushes Ambien. Don't want it. They push whatever the pharmaceutical company wants them to. I think they get kick backs on the amounts they prescribe.
I saw pics of the boyfriend a while back on myspace, he doesnt look like the father type at all...he looks like a dick.
I think most people are fine on pain meds. Those who get addicted will find something to get high on whether they have to steal it, grow it or whatever. No one should have to be in pain and it drives me nuts that it's so hard to get pain relief. Those jack-offs that say no one needs pain meds have ever been hurt or sick enough yet. I'd like them to twist their foot 180 the wrong direction and fall on it... Yes, it hurts pretty dang bad, trust me!
3 love, I was trying to figure out how you found her My Space and then I did. I've never been there. I don't know what to say about that. Now I have things to think about that I didn;t want to.
Oh I found that page a little over a year ago at your original myspace posting about your son, I thought "of fuck, look at that dude"
Hey DD, I havent gone to that page in so long and I decided to go back & look...he doesnt look as bad this time, the pic he had up before made him look baaaaaad. The ones up now make him seem goofy & harmless...so maybe you have nothing to worry over?
with3love- Chick you got some issues I do believe. Whew! Dish I've only posted here a few times,but you need to say ADIOS to with3love. She's as scary as the day is long. Sorry With but you little loco!
with3love- Go away psycho!
I'm impressed I come across as psycho really, because most the time I feel like I am going nuts...specially lately. Lets see I just had a miscarriage in June, a week later my cat got mauled by a dog and my marriage is rocky...yes, then in September my son will be having surgery. SO FUCK YOU! I dont trust people, and you're no better than others. I dont give a crap that I go agaisnt the flow, I've always had my own streams. Not to mention, dd's audience isn't shaped out of a cookie cutter...we're all different thinkers ASSHOLE!
with-
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We've all got "having a hard time" stories,so yours are no different. "Go against the flow?" You haven't even been in the water yet. You don't trust people? UMMM...Not my problem!
3 love, I am going to email you.
Can't locate your email addy. Never mind. I am going to assume you are who you say you are and a friend. Paranoia is easy to succom (sp?) to on the net. All I do here is tell my truth. I hate my family and I'd hate them to know what I write here, but, too bad if they do. There is no problem 3 love. You have your own problems..and I will never tell the things you've told me. No matter what. Hugs.
with3love,
There is a person with that screen name who has a blog created specifically to poke fun at posters who don't like the Gosselin's.
They have targeted a couple of sites I visit. They are posting horrible comments about one of the girl's ill family member.
These people are trying to vent the misery and anger caused by their own dysfunctions by hurting others. Please don't let their toxic behavior ruin your enjoyment of this site. It really is a little oasis in the midst of all the net-nuttiness.
I'm sorry you've had such a difficult time. I hope things start to improve for you. ((hugs))
Nina, those people act like children and I get it, but, they should have learned by now there is no good that will come to them from that behavior and the people who hate Kate are so much smarter than them it's pathetic and they can't win. I stay off those weirdo Kate fan sites, they have bullshit that fucks up my computer. Doubt it's deliberate, they aren;t that smart. It's from all the flashy goofy stuff they love..because they're retarded 12 year olds in womens bodies. A brain is a terrible thing to waste, even if they're half wits.
Pat,
So true. I never bother with going to any of the wacked sites. I'm very content to wander around here and my other 3 favorite sites when I get a few minutes. the others are way too toxic for me.
I only find out what the morons are saying when someone posts their comments on one of the sites I go too.
It's a real shame that gross stupididty could'nt be terminal in extreme cases.
Have you read, Into Thin Air, by the same author? That is a good read too.
Nina, it sickened me to hear what they've been doing to 10 Doll. I am furious. I've been through real heartache (losing a child) and to have someone post insidious bullshit at a time like that (and they did) almost makes me believe in Satan.
2:58:00 I haven't. I find books that come into the shop. It's the only bookstore in the area. I just happened to find that one.
I've swam in the fuckin Atlantic Ocean, sharks, jellyfish & all! & that's all I'm saying!
Thanks Nina, & dd. Much love!
Done that too. I like the Atlanic better than the Pacific.
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