tired, lethargic....sick and tired of all the bullshit in life and all around 'hood....that mental health place has YET to do anything to assist the public pisser/shitter...all they do is collect a fee from the gub'ment for having her on their rolls....the woman needs to be in a group home....i don't think CSB has done anything about the abusive mother yet either....then of course my insane neighbor is still on her defrauding agencies/people spree and her dogs are still being neglected/abused and i have no clue why the human society came out 4 times within 6 days and LEFT THE DOGS THERE.....just tired of it all....
i am also tired of living on $450 a month due to SS being fucked up and it'll take probably YEARS to get this resolved so i am soooo broke every month and i get sporadic food stamps because the case worker cunt wants me to wait until the SS gets resolved.....
i have so many things to do inside and outside and i am just overwhelmed and have no clue where to start and it's just blah blah blah.....
it's almost august and i have to take the GRE before nov. 1 as that is when my discounted test coupon expires....i need to get back to studying for that...yet another thing on my to-do list....
i have good friends and people help me out, but some days you just feel horrible and alone and overwhelmed....and angry and bitter---which i usually always am anyway.....somedays it's moreso.....
But Tia...maybe the blimp will fly over again today? That will cheer you up!! Pat, loved the gag note in this post. Honestly, I do not think that deviously. I wouldn't have ever thot of that!! My last 2 days have sucked a**. I wish it would all just end. And I dont even have a blimp to look for :( Dark days for sure, never ending.
that sucks! i have a spare keyboard, just in case! of course i learned that the hard way after a cat knocked over my coffee cup on my keyboard and you'd have thought it had 5 gallons of coffee in it!
open post, Well! I'm riding in a low level horse show this weekend. Only problem is! I SUCK AT RIDING! I can't seem to get my Haflinger to do anything right, I know it's my riding. All my aids don't work. He is a heavy heavy horse and it's like driving a semi on a residential street and making a U turn! Well, It's a English Pleasure class Novice, so hopefully I won't screw up too much! All of my non-horsey friends will be there including my horsey friends. bima
I once took apart a keyboard key by key. I popped them all off one at time & cleaned the entire keyboard. It still didn't work right. Chucked it! I recently popped every key off an old clickety-clack typewriter. I am trying to think of a project d'art for all of them! Rox
I'm happy! We've been without internet at work for two days and I've been going through withdrawls. I don't have time to get on at home, so I do most of it during the day.
We haven't had rain in awhile and when we did get it, it was so sporadic that it just washed the dust away. Well, we've had a thunderstorm every evening and night this week and it looks like one is approaching now. The storm is what took the internet out.
I haven't had a chance to read any of the previous posts so you may have already talked about the RHONJ. I watched Monday and could not believe this party Danielle had for her daughter and that everything was donated!! I can't believe that. If she wanted to have that big of a party, why didn't she foot the bill? And Theresa and Joe?? Oh wonder they are broke as hell. I did think it was ironic that she mentioned the economy had taken a toll on them like every other family and this week it comes out that they are filing for bankruptcy. I bet Danielle loves that. Did you see Theresa look at the ring Joe gave her? It was huge and she barely got excited about it. These ladies need to live in the real world.
Well I hope everyone is staying cool. It feels like 109 here in SC.
Today is my daughters 2nd birthday. I have no energy today. I'm ready to have little baby c. So hopefully I can gain some energy again. I miss not moving around with my daughter and having fun. I'm sooooo ready to get the show on the road.
Happy Birthday to Ava's baby today! Hope you are not getting the swollen summer prego-feet and ankles! Gah! I was never prego in summer. Thank gawd! In Corpus Christi that would have sucked!! Feel better babe! I am awaiting my friend in Minnesota to have her 4th baby, her 3rd girl any minute! It's supposed to be August but Dr told it it will be early and she is all nesty and is remodeling her bathroom so it will happen right in the middle of all that!! LOL!! That last days of pregnancy energy exploding! I never felt so good as I did then!! xoxo Rox
Oh I shared the batman pug with my friend who loves pugs. This pug has his own facebook page! ROFL
Sam the Stud Pug.
Hubs got a diagnosis. It is BPPV.Benign paroxysmal positional vertigo is a pain in the ass but it is very curable. I am glad. I deal with health issues myself and to be CONSTANTLY running around cause there is not one else to do it SUCKS. I went and picked blackberries this afternoon and now I have to go get stuff for dinner.
Oh I picked my first ears of corn yesterday. They were sooo sweet and good Pat! I am so proud of myself. LOL
I wonder what the keyboard thing is? Well, and the mouse etc...sometimes my keyboard wigs out and displays é's instead of ?'s because I randomly managed to hit a combination of keys that enables é's but a restart fixes that. I wish I knew what combination of keys that is so I can do it on purpose and then undo it when I don't need it.
I have been so busy these past few weeks. My grandmother fell and broke her hip. They've replaced it and now she's doing rehab. I am running back and forth across the road to cook and do errands for her. I get tired of it and then I remember how much she's done for me and I feel like an asshole.
THEN, I have to deal with my nephew who is 19 and knows every damn thing. My sister has washed her hands of the whole situation and sent him on his way. He has ended up across the road with Grandmother. I ask him to do simple things to help and everytime I go over there, he hasn't done them. When I say something, all I get is smart ass comments. AGH! Today, I thought I just might slap him. Hard!
I cooked her dinner, cleaned up, took out trash and got her settled in for the night. Now, I'm back across the road at my house trying to simmer down before 8pm. That is when I get to watch eviction night on Big Brother. All the debauchery and scandalous behavior will sooth my nerves. :)
Happy Birthday, little Ava!
DD, I hope your computer issues will find a solution ASAP.
Everyone else, hang in there. The weekend is upon us. :)
Oh yeah... it's 106 damn, effin' degrees here. I'm so done with this shit! Cool off already. Sheesh!
and nnnnooooowwwww i've gotten vertigo and i have no clue why because i haven't tripped or fell or any other 'trigger'....fucking great....i'm somewhat congested, but not that bad....
Miss Tia, it sounds like you have your hands full with your health issues and the apathy of the local CPS and Humane Society. I'm sorry that in the middle of all that, you got a bad bout of vertigo and nothing is really working for it. I hope it blows over soon, and that things get better for you. My situation is different from yours, but I understand the part about being overwhelmed. Just trying to live on what you get must be exhausting, not to mention demeaning, having to work so hard making your case to people, only to get so little, and only sporadic food stamps. I don't know how you manage. I hope that you feel better soon.
Happy birthday little Ava!
DD, that's a bummer that the keyboard is acting up. Are there really so few places to get a keyboard where you are? Sheesh. I hope that it sorts itself out soon.
DD, I was thinking of you today at work. I was reading the local paper, when I saw an article about a fairy festival to take place this weekend. People come dressed as their favorite fairy interpretations, and interact as forces of dark or light, whatever they choose. I think it's Friday, Saturday, Sunday. Face painting, crafts, etc. I think it's in Eugene area though, so I won't be going, despite how interesting and fun it sounds. We went to a RenFest when Andy was about nine or ten, and there were a good number of fairies there. It would have been fun to see this. We, however, will be having another garage/yard sale on Saturday, and work on the new coop on Sunday. I hope I sell a lot of stuff so I don't have to bother with carting it to Goodwill. Last weekend, we traded some of our stuff to a Mexican family for some great tamales they had made that morning. They had them in a heated unit in the van, and they were so good. I hope they come back Saturday.
Miss Tia, I love your honesty and find it very healing for some reason. I love ya for this. I hear you about SS. They fucked my husband's up and cancelled his Medicare and cashed the check I had sent and I have spent countless hours on the phone with the dumb ass ones in the Resolution Ctr that never resolves a fucking thing. Tomr we will go to the SS office. I dread this more than I can describe. They better fucking fix it tomr cause he needs some serious medical testing that I have had to put on hold until they fix this mess. It has been goin on for more than 2 months.
Rox- thanks for the giggle - I love the broom part!! Crabbie - M Lohan is a toxic asshole. He sold pictures of his ex Kate that he had taken of her when she was passed out/asleep - naked pictures of her breasts & vagina. He is disgusting. I think the smartest thing Lindsey can do is UNPLUG totally from him and never see him again. That song is pathetic like him :) Happy Bday Ava...I sure hope your last weeks are not too uncomfortable in this heat! We will be looking for the 1ast pics!! Shelton - you're a doll! It really is wonderful that she has you to keep running across the road! Now as for the nephew -- out, out, out.
THANK YOU ALL... Ava had a great day. She almost fell asleep before the cake. I'm just so thankful that the mil and my hubs sister ( dislike) didn't bare to come over or get her anything. If they did it would end up on their porch.
Computer problems today. What's up with you?
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tired, lethargic....sick and tired of all the bullshit in life and all around 'hood....that mental health place has YET to do anything to assist the public pisser/shitter...all they do is collect a fee from the gub'ment for having her on their rolls....the woman needs to be in a group home....i don't think CSB has done anything about the abusive mother yet either....then of course my insane neighbor is still on her defrauding agencies/people spree and her dogs are still being neglected/abused and i have no clue why the human society came out 4 times within 6 days and LEFT THE DOGS THERE.....just tired of it all....
i am also tired of living on $450 a month due to SS being fucked up and it'll take probably YEARS to get this resolved so i am soooo broke every month and i get sporadic food stamps because the case worker cunt wants me to wait until the SS gets resolved.....
i have so many things to do inside and outside and i am just overwhelmed and have no clue where to start and it's just blah blah blah.....
it's almost august and i have to take the GRE before nov. 1 as that is when my discounted test coupon expires....i need to get back to studying for that...yet another thing on my to-do list....
i have good friends and people help me out, but some days you just feel horrible and alone and overwhelmed....and angry and bitter---which i usually always am anyway.....somedays it's moreso.....
But Tia...maybe the blimp will fly over again today? That will cheer you up!!
Pat, loved the gag note in this post. Honestly, I do not think that deviously. I wouldn't have ever thot of that!! My last 2 days have sucked a**. I wish it would all just end. And I dont even have a blimp to look for :(
Dark days for sure, never ending.
rox
I'm howling with laughter at Michael Lohan's song expressing his love for Lindsay.
http://www.thedailycrabbie.com/2010/07/my-hatred-for-michael-lohan-just-got.html
i love the pic of this post. jack is a asshole, but it is kind of funny!
m. lohan, fuck you!
Tia, I know how you feel. I tried to email you but, can't. It took forever to type this.
Keyboard is on LSD.
that sucks! i have a spare keyboard, just in case! of course i learned that the hard way after a cat knocked over my coffee cup on my keyboard and you'd have thought it had 5 gallons of coffee in it!
I have a spare keyboard I could mail you. Of course it's possible your computer is just dying and the keyboard thing is a symptom.
What's up with the keyboard? You hit a key and it types the wrong letter? That kind of thing?
Skips ettrs. Moue not respondng either. irus, maybe? I'm wrkin onit.
New kyboard in stre, oly 160 miles frm her. Sig...h.
Does the keyboard/mouse problem only happen when you're online?
open post, Well! I'm riding in a low level horse show this weekend. Only problem is! I SUCK AT RIDING! I can't seem to get my Haflinger to do anything right, I know it's my riding. All my aids don't work. He is a heavy heavy horse and it's like driving a semi on a residential street and making a U turn! Well, It's a English Pleasure class Novice, so hopefully I won't screw up too much! All of my non-horsey friends will be there including my horsey friends. bima
I once took apart a keyboard key by key. I popped them all off one at time & cleaned the entire keyboard. It still didn't work right. Chucked it! I recently popped every key off an old clickety-clack typewriter. I am trying to think of a project d'art for all of them!
Rox
Mom, did you get the pics I sent you?
I'm happy! We've been without internet at work for two days and I've been going through withdrawls. I don't have time to get on at home, so I do most of it during the day.
We haven't had rain in awhile and when we did get it, it was so sporadic that it just washed the dust away. Well, we've had a thunderstorm every evening and night this week and it looks like one is approaching now. The storm is what took the internet out.
I haven't had a chance to read any of the previous posts so you may have already talked about the RHONJ. I watched Monday and could not believe this party Danielle had for her daughter and that everything was donated!! I can't believe that. If she wanted to have that big of a party, why didn't she foot the bill? And Theresa and Joe?? Oh wonder they are broke as hell. I did think it was ironic that she mentioned the economy had taken a toll on them like every other family and this week it comes out that they are filing for bankruptcy. I bet Danielle loves that. Did you see Theresa look at the ring Joe gave her? It was huge and she barely got excited about it. These ladies need to live in the real world.
Well I hope everyone is staying cool. It feels like 109 here in SC.
~Palmetto Girl
For all us women who feel effed over lately. This is for us!!
I had to share today!! I am really feeling this one!!
Thought For The Day:
Women are Angels.
And when someone breaks our wings...
We simply continue to fly...
On a broomstick...
We are flexible like that
Rox
DD...your responses to Crabbie look like the drunk texts I get from a friend of mine.
This made me laugh today:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HaHL4MqiI4w
Crabbie...I've shared your batman dog post with everyone I know. I've watched it a million times and it still cracks me up.
Today is my daughters 2nd birthday. I have no energy today. I'm ready to have little baby c. So hopefully I can gain some energy again. I miss not moving around with my daughter and having fun. I'm sooooo ready to get the show on the road.
Happy Birthday to Ava's baby today! Hope you are not getting the swollen summer prego-feet and ankles! Gah! I was never prego in summer. Thank gawd! In Corpus Christi that would have sucked!!
Feel better babe! I am awaiting my friend in Minnesota to have her 4th baby, her 3rd girl any minute! It's supposed to be August but Dr told it it will be early and she is all nesty and is remodeling her bathroom so it will happen right in the middle of all that!! LOL!! That last days of pregnancy energy exploding! I never felt so good as I did then!! xoxo
Rox
Oh I shared the batman pug with my friend who loves pugs. This pug has his own facebook page! ROFL
Sam the Stud Pug.
Hubs got a diagnosis. It is BPPV.Benign paroxysmal positional vertigo is a pain in the ass but it is very curable. I am glad. I deal with health issues myself and to be CONSTANTLY running around cause there is not one else to do it SUCKS.
I went and picked blackberries this afternoon and now I have to go get stuff for dinner.
Oh I picked my first ears of corn yesterday. They were sooo sweet and good Pat! I am so proud of myself. LOL
Okay..gotta go.
Happy Birthday Ava!!
I wonder what the keyboard thing is? Well, and the mouse etc...sometimes my keyboard wigs out and displays é's instead of ?'s because I randomly managed to hit a combination of keys that enables é's but a restart fixes that. I wish I knew what combination of keys that is so I can do it on purpose and then undo it when I don't need it.
I have been so busy these past few weeks. My grandmother fell and broke her hip. They've replaced it and now she's doing rehab. I am running back and forth across the road to cook and do errands for her. I get tired of it and then I remember how much she's done for me and I feel like an asshole.
THEN, I have to deal with my nephew who is 19 and knows every damn thing. My sister has washed her hands of the whole situation and sent him on his way. He has ended up across the road with Grandmother. I ask him to do simple things to help and everytime I go over there, he hasn't done them. When I say something, all I get is smart ass comments. AGH! Today, I thought I just might slap him. Hard!
I cooked her dinner, cleaned up, took out trash and got her settled in for the night. Now, I'm back across the road at my house trying to simmer down before 8pm. That is when I get to watch eviction night on Big Brother. All the debauchery and scandalous behavior will sooth my nerves. :)
Happy Birthday, little Ava!
DD, I hope your computer issues will find a solution ASAP.
Everyone else, hang in there. The weekend is upon us. :)
Oh yeah... it's 106 damn, effin' degrees here. I'm so done with this shit! Cool off already. Sheesh!
and nnnnooooowwwww i've gotten vertigo and i have no clue why because i haven't tripped or fell or any other 'trigger'....fucking great....i'm somewhat congested, but not that bad....
calling it a day....g'night ladies!
k, i'll say it
FUCK VERTIGO!!!
aw, thank you Frimmy!!!! ♥
i was so ill i forgot that!! i am STILL ill, but got up to turn off puter, feed critters, etc....
took 2 mecklinzine, 2 benadryl and i am STILL very ill with vertigo! checked the pollen count and the mold count is high!
FUCK VERTIGO!!!
Miss Tia, it sounds like you have your hands full with your health issues and the apathy of the local CPS and Humane Society.
I'm sorry that in the middle of all that, you got a bad bout of vertigo and nothing is really working for it. I hope it blows over soon, and that things get better for you.
My situation is different from yours, but I understand the part about being overwhelmed. Just trying to live on what you get must be exhausting, not to mention demeaning, having to work so hard making your case to people, only to get so little, and only sporadic food stamps. I don't know how you manage.
I hope that you feel better soon.
Happy birthday little Ava!
DD, that's a bummer that the keyboard is acting up. Are there really so few places to get a keyboard where you are? Sheesh. I hope that it sorts itself out soon.
DD, I was thinking of you today at work. I was reading the local paper, when I saw an article about a fairy festival to take place this weekend. People come dressed as their favorite fairy interpretations, and interact as forces of dark or light, whatever they choose. I think it's Friday, Saturday, Sunday. Face painting, crafts, etc. I think it's in Eugene area though, so I won't be going, despite how interesting and fun it sounds. We went to a RenFest when Andy was about nine or ten, and there were a good number of fairies there. It would have been fun to see this.
We, however, will be having another garage/yard sale on Saturday, and work on the new coop on Sunday. I hope I sell a lot of stuff so I don't have to bother with carting it to Goodwill.
Last weekend, we traded some of our stuff to a Mexican family for some great tamales they had made that morning. They had them in a heated unit in the van, and they were so good. I hope they come back Saturday.
Miss Tia,
I love your honesty and find it very healing for some reason. I love ya for this. I hear you about SS. They fucked my husband's up and cancelled his Medicare and cashed the check I had sent and I have spent countless hours on the phone with the dumb ass ones in the Resolution Ctr that never resolves a fucking thing. Tomr we will go to the SS office. I dread this more than I can describe. They better fucking fix it tomr cause he needs some serious medical testing that I have had to put on hold until they fix this mess. It has been goin on for more than 2 months.
Rox- thanks for the giggle - I love the broom part!!
Crabbie - M Lohan is a toxic asshole. He sold pictures of his ex Kate that he had taken of her when she was passed out/asleep - naked pictures of her breasts & vagina. He is disgusting. I think the smartest thing Lindsey can do is UNPLUG totally from him and never see him again. That song is pathetic like him :)
Happy Bday Ava...I sure hope your last weeks are not too uncomfortable in this heat! We will be looking for the 1ast pics!!
Shelton - you're a doll! It really is wonderful that she has you to keep running across the road! Now as for the nephew -- out, out, out.
Happy birtday to sweet little Ava. Aww.
Yes, Casey, I did. It is so hard to get pics from you though.
thanks for the kind words....feeling shaky today so i shall take it easy...fucking sucks....
it's like when you are most vulnerable, something else hits ya....
grrrrrr...........
THANK YOU ALL... Ava had a great day. She almost fell asleep before the cake. I'm just so thankful that the mil and my hubs sister ( dislike) didn't bare to come over or get her anything. If they did it would end up on their porch.
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