Yesterday Lissa brought Tuwella over here. She is NOT invited in here, but, when the kid brings her over, what can I say? I was not happy, but, they did bring a basket of kittens. Kittens are fun. I was ignoring the old lady and petting the kittens when the lights flickered on and off and BOOM! It sounded like someone dropped a piano on the roof. The walls shook. Tuwella screamed and looked at me. I said, don't ask me. It happens all the time. She said, "There is something wrong in here. There is something very wrong in here!" And she ran out. Good. Stay gone, old lady.
LMAO! Good job, whatever you are.
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Sounds like there is someone/ something watching your back.
It happens every day. There is nothing to explain it. I just ignore it. I hate the old lady though. I despise her.
i would have told tuwella 'well i thought that was your god making the earth move'....or something like that....not enough coffee yet....
Tuwella isn't the jesus pusher, that's her evil sister, Bitch Face. She gets caught in it because she's retarded. Tuwella is the controller..and she must be stopped.
if you need the disher posse to confront her, say the word and a road trip can be put in place!
that might actually do her in! her knowing you have friends who have your back!!!
we could just stand there and stare at her....
I wouldn't let anyone put themselves in danger. These bitches are beyond evil.
Fucking Blogger just ate my comment ... grrrr
She will be powerless against us. When we unite the Disher Posse forms a powerful force field against evil.
(and we also have a secret weapon... the Golden Pisser or is it the Disher Pisser?)
The old lady is so evil that she uses an innocent child to gain access. Don't underestimate her.
i learned before i was 1 years old how to interact and counteract and DEFY evil.....
Oh, but you see, she has the perfect sweet dotty old lady disguise. Inside she is satan and will eat you alive with her fangs of evil. And if you resist, everyone will say you're a whore and a blasphemer!
shit, i was called a homewrecking drunken slut at age 4 after i got molested....
send your motherthing to my motherthing's house....i think they'd get along!
I'll come! I'm already a whore and a blasphemer!
we should just have all the mother things converge...send 'em to my mother thing's house....she's not a religious freak, but she's certainly a 'thing' and beyond evil....
I volunteer my motherblob, Tia.
Lordy Lord! I would have given my left arm to see her face! then I would have run out like a scared prissy pants. Ghosts.
I have no clue what it is, but, it happens at least once a day. Some days, all day long. There is no tree limb that could touch the house. No buildings. Nothing in the attic. I can see into the loft. Nothing is ever disturbed. I've just learned to live with it. It hardly bothers me now. Lissa is used to it too. The old lady had never heard it from in here before. She was scared shitless. She already thinks I do weird devil shit in here all day. All I do is watch TV on the computer.
Why do our mothers hate us? It seems like they all hated us since we were born.
my mother thing hated me BEFORE i was born!!! she couldn't attend her father's funeral because she was pregnant (she wasn't on bedrest, it was because SHE didn't want anyone to see her pregnant!) and then a week later--a week before i was born---her uncle (who might have been her father, it was her 'father's brother) passed away and she couldn't go to that funeral either.....again, cuz she was pregnant....she didn't want anyone to see her.....
then when she was in the hospital having me, my father didn't water her carrot plant and it died....that was my fault...i heard about that until i stopped talking her...for over 20+ years....how fucked is that??
there's pix of me with fat lips at age 1 month....no one helped me....fuck 'em all....fuck them all.....
She hurt you as a baby? Unforgivable. I don't think my mother hated me as a baby. In photos she looks nice with me. I think she started to hate me when I started to talk and when my brother was born.
shit, i started talking at 9 months and i think it was because i was trying convey i needed some help...i also REFUSED to say 'mama' until i was almost 2...i was talking in sentences before i said mama....that pissed her off too....
i learned defiance VERY early.....she wanted a baby to control and she got ME.....
I worshipped my mom as a child. I tried to do everything she told me and I made excuses for every bad thing she did. So, see? Even if you'd done as she wanted, she wouldn't have liked you. Some moms are just shit and that's that.
Clouds moving in two directions fast and tornado siren solid for twenty min now. I have my camera ready.
Following these sad mother stories. I don't know why they hated us, DD. Mine was more like yours in that she really did love me when I was a baby. She was my world until I was about 5 or 6. I remember being in awe of her. I loved her so much. Sometimes I think that hurts the most... knowing she was capable of love and she didn't give it anyway.
Yep. I was an adult when I finally figured out how mean she was and how she lied all the time. My life would have been so different if I'd have wised up sooner.
i was never once told i was loved.....never....never even hugged til i was 16 and leaving on a band trip and she only did that because other parents were doing it....
My mother and aunt say it constantly to all of us. It's so phony and pisses me off. It's used to manipulate. I can't hardly even use those words. I hate the phrase "I love you." To me it means I want to control you.
Man, we're having some therapy today, eh? :)
My mother does that now. The "I love you" shit. Always on my Facebook wall saying, "I hope you're okay, honey!" A couple weeks ago she even stopped by with "XOXO" WTF, bitch? I read that and my asshole clenched. For real. I can be cordial but don't fucking tell me you love me. The bitch is crippled up and all alone now and is trying to trick me into falling back under her spell. Not gonna happen, lady.
My cousin just told me that the rest of the family always knew she was crazy and wanted to take me away from her. That was nice at least. I thought she had everybody fooled.
Tia, did you hug her back?
i use to be suspicious of people who would say that.....only because i never experienced love as a child.....i do know i have friends who love me and i love them....
i do have an issue with people who don't know me claiming they love me....that's like 'o rly?'...
yep! therapy monday!!!
check out my LJ DD and see what i posted on the senator bruce caswell's facebook page!!! it was up less than 15 minutes, but tonya screen captured it for me!!! :) HAHA!!! that was fun!!!
nope, did not hug her back....why the fuck would i??? fuck that....that cunt tried to choke me to death, starved me, called me a homewrecking drunken slut at age 4 after i was molested, etc.....fuck her....
Therapy Monday is good. I'm laughing at the image of you leaving her trying to hug you like a fool. Good for you.
LOL at Tia comment to Caswell. Sarcastic much? Buy them guns..lolololol. Not a bad idea.
Aunt Bitch face corners me in the grocery and force hugs me and says, I love you, honey. No more. Last time I said, touch me and die cunt. I said it real soft looking right in her eyes. I hate the fuck out of that bitch.
You really said that? OMFG, I wish I had the nerve to say that.
My mother "spanked" me as an infant and kept records of it in my baby book.
Sick.
She was a nurse and very passive aggressive. She was obviously pretending it was some sort of new parenting technique.
God it makes me sick to this day.
Anyone who would spank an infant is the worst sort of evil with no heart. Infuriating.
Yikes, Dorothy grab Toto and get to the storm cellar.
My motherperson did all of us a big favor and died five years ago. Problem ? ... it took her 93 years to get there. Most of us have wiped out almost all memory of her.
dunno if i was spanked as an infant or not...i just know there's pix of me at a month, 2 months, etc with a fat lip constantly....
Shakes head. You can never remove them and what they've done.
i like the new header!!!
one time i was at a bar and they had the wizard of oz on tv and there was a tornado warning in the corner of the tv during the wizard of oz---i found the amusing.....
Yep, they fuck you up and then they go and die.
But before that, by the time you are ready to punch back you know better. I ultimatly had to forgive my mom. I really just felt sorry for her in the end.
But that's not to say I will ever forget-- or cover it up. It's my truth, my childhood, and I have a right to tell it.
i would never 'forgive' as i don't believe in that christian concept....i wouldn't even feel sorry for my cunt of a mother.....feeling sorry for someone who tried to kill me amongst everything else? nope....'twouldn't happen with me.....
I have an excellent memory, especially for trivial stuff. Everyone in the family is always asking me if I remember 'something' that happened 20-30 years ago, or even stories of things from before I was born. My clients (400+ who I only see once a year) are always amazed that I can remember something we talked about last year, or several years ago.
My childhood... it's a big black hole. I can remember things that happened outside the house, but very little of inside the house (the happy family stuff???) My sister is the same way. To seem 'normal' she makes up stories about her childhood.
I can relate to that. My entire childhood was a blank for years. Avoidance? Protection?
unfortunately i have a good memory....
I know this is not an "open post" but what the hell.
1) Love the new header. I am flying to St. Louis tomorrow and it's been iffy if after the weather took out their airport if I was going to make it or not. Of course the weather is crappy the whole time I am there...figures. I live in San Diego so our biggest issue is if there is going to be fog or no fog.
2) I saw this article and thought of Tia...Just another thing about China to stir the pot. If the world ends in 2012 then there should be nothing to worry about (LOL). Here is the link:
http://money.msn.com/top-stocks/post.aspx?post=359e72b8-8531-44a9-a190-d1246d5556bd>1=33002
Sugar
I love the new banner! scary though.
Avoidance? Protection?
Probably both. Like I said, I have an excellent memory. Especially if it concerns me or interests me.
I prefer to live with my black hole, don't want to stir the pot. All the farther I want to dig is that she was a cold, distant, bitter woman... but so was her mother. But, my younger cousins remember Grandma as a sweet loving G-ma. Maybe she was uncaring toward us because she didn't like my mother & it showed. Whatever, they are both long gone... and I don't want to pick at that scab.
Hmm. How old are you? Because my memories came back in pieces once I turned 30 and now most of it is restored. It's not always pleasant, but, it makes you feel more solid. If that makes sense.
So I'm late to the party again...My mother was conflicted. Sometimes she tried. Other times she treated me like her competition and made it her goal to ruin me. Nobody suspects a sweet little old lady. If a sweet little old lady is saying something hideous and nasty about her daughter, it MUST be true.
I try to be a whore and a blasphemer but the whore part isn't working out very well. Blaspheming, I believe I'm an expert. There's no orgasms to be had in blaspheming though.
Hi Frim. That sweet old lady disguise has worn thin for me. Add in dotty and everyone thinks she's cute. I stopped bitching about how much I hate her on here for awhile because it bothered my daughter. But, damn, I have no place else to talk but here.
you need to vent DD!!!! maybe mark a post with a * and your daughter will know not to read it!!!
venting is good for your health!! and you know you have support here!!
She's a loving grandma, but, she didn't get a chance to raise my kids. They don't know what she's capable of.
DD, I've got you by a couple years. At 30, I was too busy making memories & playing with my kids.
You're older than me? I didn't know that.
You probably forgot our conversation from last spring. While you were hanging out at Himmel Park (hippy hill???), I was up the road bugging my sister at Palm Shadows Apts at the corner of E Speedway & N Campbell.
They hate us because they're bitterly jealous.
From time to time when I was younger, people would tell me my mother was jealous of me, but I didn't believe it. My mother always said she never felt any jealousy in her life. Well, even typing that makes me LOL!
Eventually I learned that she's a deeply jealous person, but it took a very long time. Now it doesn't bother me much. It's her loss, having such a stunted personality and stunted mind.
I'd rather be me, with such a mother, than to be her with her warped, stunted mind.
I thought the torment would end when she passed on.
It's been 5 years since she died and she still torments me everyday. Fuck forgiveness. I'm tired of feeling like I suck at life because I can't forgive her. "it's the Christian way "?
Was it the Christian way to let your kids starve? To run off with a married truck driver? To prostitute your daughter out so you could hook up with his friend? Do you have any idea how gross a 36 year old man is to a 15 year old girl?
Do you have any clue how embarrassing it is that your stomach growling in class drowns out the teacher?
Fuck forgiveness.
Sorry this all came out in such a half hazard manner. There is so much more.
Having everyone believe her always pissed me off too. She would say and do unspeakable things to me and when I did anything she would call up my Grandma and tattle. She always knew that I loved my Gma more than her and she knew it hurt me to have her say those things. Always in her bedroom, whispering so I couldn't hear it all. She wanted to break our bond but she never did. God, how I hate her.
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