




I took Lissa out in the woods today, we spent a few hours deep in some nature trails. At first she kept up a running commentary of the most irritating things.."Is there a store here? Do you have money in case there's a store in here? Can we buy toys here?" I didn't want to be harsh with her, so I let it go, but, she was killing my nature buzz with that crap. I could feel some odd curious energy, but, I couldn't tune into it with her constant yapping. But, hey, that's the way kids are sometimes. I think they have too much of they're own energy to tune into anything else most of the time.
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Finally she squatted down on the trail (she'd brought a bubble gun in case of trouble) and said she had found a track. I said maybe it was a Unicorn. That caught her attention and she started getting into the place. In those brief moments I try to teach her something about magic. I dispensed with the bullshit and told her it probably was a horse track, but, there is real magic, if you look and listen. I told her about the Elementals, but, I called them Fairies. She's too young to understand Elementals. She said "Really??" Yes, and dang, I was sick of the heat. It is still and stifling today, so while I had the stage I asked her if she was hot and wanted some air. She said, sure, and looked at me dubiously. I threw out a breeze spell. It's a little thing I learned years ago and it sure wouldn't impress a crone, but, I wasn't at Hogwarts, I was with a five year old. When I threw the energy with my hands, the breeze instantly hit us and her eyes went huge. "Grandma, it's like you turned on the air conditioner!!" Satisfied, I nodded. Now, I really had her attention.
Finally she squatted down on the trail (she'd brought a bubble gun in case of trouble) and said she had found a track. I said maybe it was a Unicorn. That caught her attention and she started getting into the place. In those brief moments I try to teach her something about magic. I dispensed with the bullshit and told her it probably was a horse track, but, there is real magic, if you look and listen. I told her about the Elementals, but, I called them Fairies. She's too young to understand Elementals. She said "Really??" Yes, and dang, I was sick of the heat. It is still and stifling today, so while I had the stage I asked her if she was hot and wanted some air. She said, sure, and looked at me dubiously. I threw out a breeze spell. It's a little thing I learned years ago and it sure wouldn't impress a crone, but, I wasn't at Hogwarts, I was with a five year old. When I threw the energy with my hands, the breeze instantly hit us and her eyes went huge. "Grandma, it's like you turned on the air conditioner!!" Satisfied, I nodded. Now, I really had her attention.
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I was a grand couple of hours filled with stories and mystery. I started teaching her how to stop and feel the air. To sense the things that are there, the ones who hide. The ones who watch you, unseen. These things are true in my world. I pretended we were lost and ask her to call on the Fairie Folk to lead us back to the car. She really got into it. She asked them to give her a Mushroom trail back, and damned if we didn't find one. Beautiful Mushrooms all the way back. And they weren't there before. I am a Mushroom spotter, I love them. I saw this incredible yellow one on the way in, but, now there were all kind of them lifting out of the forest floor. All of them right on our trail. I couldn't have missed them. No, they were new. Odd thing, I tried to get pictures, because they were magnificent, but, something sucked the energy out of the camera batteries. I'm glad I'd taken a photo of that big yellow one on the way in.
I was a grand couple of hours filled with stories and mystery. I started teaching her how to stop and feel the air. To sense the things that are there, the ones who hide. The ones who watch you, unseen. These things are true in my world. I pretended we were lost and ask her to call on the Fairie Folk to lead us back to the car. She really got into it. She asked them to give her a Mushroom trail back, and damned if we didn't find one. Beautiful Mushrooms all the way back. And they weren't there before. I am a Mushroom spotter, I love them. I saw this incredible yellow one on the way in, but, now there were all kind of them lifting out of the forest floor. All of them right on our trail. I couldn't have missed them. No, they were new. Odd thing, I tried to get pictures, because they were magnificent, but, something sucked the energy out of the camera batteries. I'm glad I'd taken a photo of that big yellow one on the way in.
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Another odd note..when we got in the car, her candy bar was gone. I laughed and said the Fairy Folk took it as payment...then I noticed my soda was gone. Her's was still there. Hmm. I truly believe you have to give offerings to the Elementals. I'm pretty sure some crazy camper didn't find our unlocked car and steal nothing but sugar. Even if I wasn't really lost, then I certainly owed the Fairies for the good time we both had..and the Mushrooms. I have no doubt in my mind that Lissa made friends with some Earth Spirits today and I am pleased. She comes from magic and it's time to talk about it. I've seen it in her. I'm tired of the silly movie magic. We are not cartoon princess's with unicorn pets..we are what we are. I've wondered how to tell her for a long time now. I don't want to give her too much yet. But, it's there in her, I've seen it. I don't want her to be afraid of it. She has to learn what to do with that part of herself. I don't want her to be in the dark like I was with people saying you're weird. It's okay to be weird. Everybody is weird in some way. This is just our way. I hope I can help her find her path.
Another odd note..when we got in the car, her candy bar was gone. I laughed and said the Fairy Folk took it as payment...then I noticed my soda was gone. Her's was still there. Hmm. I truly believe you have to give offerings to the Elementals. I'm pretty sure some crazy camper didn't find our unlocked car and steal nothing but sugar. Even if I wasn't really lost, then I certainly owed the Fairies for the good time we both had..and the Mushrooms. I have no doubt in my mind that Lissa made friends with some Earth Spirits today and I am pleased. She comes from magic and it's time to talk about it. I've seen it in her. I'm tired of the silly movie magic. We are not cartoon princess's with unicorn pets..we are what we are. I've wondered how to tell her for a long time now. I don't want to give her too much yet. But, it's there in her, I've seen it. I don't want her to be afraid of it. She has to learn what to do with that part of herself. I don't want her to be in the dark like I was with people saying you're weird. It's okay to be weird. Everybody is weird in some way. This is just our way. I hope I can help her find her path.
24 comments:
What a wonderful story! Magic is all around us - we just have to take the time to notice it
p.s. Greetings from an Irish Pagan!
That's awesome, DD!!! I think Lissa will figure it out. It's best not to overwhelm a child with information. But she's a smart kid, she will figure it out. Thank you for sharing with us!
she is 1 lucky little girl to have such a wonderful grandma like you Pat.
She will remember (and I know you will too) these days forever.
crystal
For the first time in my life I cyber-stalked another person.... as you invited us to Eric's Myspace.
My feeling always was to chastize you for publicly trashing Lissa's mom.
I'm sorry now for being so unobservent.
Holy cow, those are some seriously dead eyes.
Thanks for what you do & are.
I didn't really publicly trash her as I've never been a big site. No one in my family reads here. Even when it was about celebs, it was just my space to bitch. I have to accept that DIL is Lissa's mom and the only parent she has now. I do not have to pretend everything she does is right or normal, because it isn't. She does love her daughter, in her own way, and that's all she has going as far as I'm concerned. Do you think I might die and someday Lissa will read all this? Maybe. By the time she can click here, she will know it's true. She does now.
She knows too much now. Let me tell you a little story while I'm in here. I've blogged once about getting decorations out of the cemerary burn pile. One Christmas I got out some wreaths I'd saved that were thrown out in the Spring. No one knew where they came from and they were gorgeous. Lissa took one look at them and freaked out. She said "They're dead, they're all dead! Make them go away Grandma!" I took them down and threw them out. I felt nothing from them, but she did. She has magic. She has to be guided. She's told me things about her mom and I never trash her mom to her..I always say, she loves you.
And, still on this..did you think I didn't debate with myself for years about telling real things here? I sure did. But, this is my blog and really, the only place I communicate with people. In real life I listen to other people at work and the rest of the time I live a solitary exisance. If I ever am found here by family members..all they'll see is the truth, as it looks to me.
Wow Lissa definitely has something special in her...a clairvoyance or something. You're a good woman DD and I very much enjoy following your blogs. I give you my 2 cents and advice sometimes..I just feel like I know you and I know you genuinely appreciate your readers. Don't ever stop blogging. You rock!
Freakin Awesome. Pat- Time for you [if you haven't started it already] to write that book!
I really enjoy reading your blog.
I do appreciate my readers, never doubt it. Everyone has gifts. Everyone. But, they are all different and in some, they are strong. I went through a lot of shit as a kid who saw and heard the dead and saw auras and ...stuff. Uh oh, movie's over.
yep, gifts...just like i never pick the first ripe fruit/veg on a tree/plant and leave it as an offering to the good crop fairies or whatever you wish to call them...
lissa will have a great understanding of herself and what she can do with you teaching her!!
you should consider teaching psychic development classes online!!
You teach those classes and I'll the first to sign up.... :)
Pat the way you handle Lis is special, its a bond you two share and that will never be broken even if you aren't together physically.... you know that already and Lissa is beginning to understand it also....
:)
I feel a sort of magical thing when I am on the beach, sitting on my favorite rock at daybreak.
I agree that Lissa is a lucky little gal to have you.
I'd like to see a pic of that rock, Nina., You've talked about it before and I'm curious.
Teach it? Pffft. It's taken me 50 years to admit I have it.
You pass on your gift to your offspring and so on. I believe that.My Mom told me that my Dad could sense things and had seen ghosts. She was not one for believing but she believed him.
I have never seen anything full on but side eyed. Plus I feel things. No big deal to me. If I get creeped out it is because that thing is probably bad, and I walk away.
Do not know if my girls have picked up any gifts. They have not said anything.
They think it is cool though.
So do I.
Heidi, that "feeling" thing can save your life if you pay attention. Have you read up on the "fight or flight" response? Very interesting stuff.
Pat,
One of these day I'll go snap a pic of it and send it to you. I've been planting my tush on that rock for well over 40 years. This house was my family vacation home throughout my childhood.
Rocky is completely unremarkable to the casual observer but it has held me up to watch the waves and supported me through the highest moments as well as the lowest for a lifetime.
My mom has a sixth sense about her. Sometimes she sees lights. She saw a white light over a house, the next day the man killed himself. She saw a red light over a house, the next day the kitchen caught on fire. I told her if she sees a light over my house to keep quiet.
Daphne
*lol* elementals - you really believe in something Paracelsus made up?
Paracelsus's time was the 1500's. There was a belief in Earth Spirits long before that. And yes, I do believe in them and I have seen them. I don't know exactly what they are, but, they are not and never were human. So take your LOL somewhere else. Maybe to a site that spews whatever you were taught, which I'm sure is so superior to my beliefs. Cough.
Daphne..I totally believe you and your mom and that would be quite a responsibility.
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